28/06/2011

老套一点说，自杀，解决不了什么问题，
狠一点说，自杀，真的很白目，
同情一点说，自杀，可惜来不及获得辅导，
普遍一点说，自杀，你有用去去做但却没有勇气面对问题。

在学校这话题议论纷纷，
我说，我最同情的，不是他，而是他父母，
活着，为了父母，
自杀，等于杀了父母，
但他选择了后者。

当你烦恼，甚至很忧郁的时候，
不妨冷静下来，想一想，
为何要这样折磨自己？
做人本来就很多问题，问题比你严重的人还有很多，
何必那么困着自己呢？
问题解决不了，大不了就不要解决，没有必要去寻短，
暂时忘了它，或许比永久性忘记它更好。

沉思

真的很久很久没有上来了，
除了忙碌这个烂借口以外，就是懒惰。

其实最近说忙不忙，说空闲到是一点都不空闲，
只是。。。很烦。
有时甚至不知道自己在烦什么，
可能是习惯了吧！

所以，想了一个办法，首先，
detemine the problem！
我究竟在烦些什么？7月钢琴考试。
如何解决问题？目前还没有想到一个更好的方法，所以除了多练习，还是多练习。
如何减轻问题？调整我的生活作息。
如何调整生活作息？早点睡，功课准时做完，午睡也只能睡一小时。
如何调整心灵上的困扰？沉思，冷静。
如何对付外来的压力？坚强。
如何证明一切是没有不可能的？明天早五分钟起床（我懂很差，不过，一小步好的开始是成功的一大半）

晚安。

Escape

Escape-Enrique Iglesias

You can run, you can hide
But you can't escape my love
You can run, you can hide
But you can't escape my love

Here's how it goes, you and me up and down
But maybe this time we'll get it right, worth a fight
'Cause love is something you can't shake
When it breaks all it takes is some tryin'

If you feel like leaving
I'm not gonna beg you to stay
'Cause soon you'll be finding
You can run, you can hide
But you can't escape my love
You can run, you can hide
But you can't escape my love

So, if you go you should know
It's hard to just forget the past so fast
It was good, it was bad but it was real
And that's all you have in the end our love matters

If you feel like leaving
I'm not gonna beg you to stay
'Cause soon you'll be finding
You can run, you can hide
But you can't escape my love
You can run, you can hide
But you can't escape my love

You can run, you can hide
( From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/e/enrique-iglesias-lyrics/escape-lyrics.html )
But you can't escape my love
You can run, you can hide
But you can't escape my love

Here's how it goes
All it takes is some tryin'
(Baby you can run)

If you feel like leavin'
I'm not gonna beg you to stay
'Cause soon you'll be finding
You can run, you can hide
But you can't escape my love

If you feel like leavin'
Then I'm not gonna beg you to stay
'Cause soon you'll be finding
You can run, you can hide
But you can't escape my love

You can run, you can run
You can run, you can run

(You can run)
Baby, you can run, baby you can hide
(You can run)
But you can't escape my love
(You can run)
Baby, you can run, baby you can hide
(You can run)
But you can't escape my love

You can run, you can hide
But you can't escape my love
You can run, you can hide
But you can't escape my love

jia qi dang zhong~

已经假期了，但日子还是一样过，不用说现在有多懒散，打从一开始就很懒了。
最近不知为什么，空闲时觉得好像还有很多东西要做，但一旦做起东西来就想忙里偷闲，
不过，东西做来做去都不外乎是弹钢琴，做数学功课，家务等。
说到数学，真的有点后悔在这假期上add math补习，虽说可以提早有点心理准备，
可是又觉得很压力，因为add math和以前的数学实在相差太远了，一个天一个地，
老师没说错，以前三年happy hour,现在就拿命。。。
或许只是一个过渡时期吧，从谷底去到高峰也要慢慢一步一步来，
还是慢慢加油吧，哈哈。

很久没更新了，打算写长一些，
上星期六去了bukit tinggi，没什么特别，和前两年一样，
去法国村晃一下，然后半天在hotel里玩牌，不过不是我玩，
是所谓的大人们赌钱，一玩就玩了整个早上，
这两天内和以前最不一样的应该是不同的人去吧。
总结来说，Bukit Tinggi，其实真的没有什么特别好玩。

昨天就和Angel，Hs去了一趟书展，
第一次一次过买了几本书，连漫画都4本了，
然后在MINES吃了两顿（算起来，我昨天吃了4顿），快要撑死了lol...

买了两本小说，一本是饶雪漫的《十年》，另一本是蔡智恒的《蝙蝠》（呵呵，我是痞子蔡迷），剩下的书是一本黑色水母（有签名咧），然后是3本蜡笔小新^^
看来这假期不至于闲着。

不过到现在我都还没真正看完一本小说，
没办法，忙着上youtube 看《我的青春谁做主》电视剧，
连书带戏一起看，真是太好看了

假期倒霉事还真的没忘记找我，我的手提电话竟然send不到，也收不到msg,可恶，
还不知道怎样和爸爸交待。T.T


这篇对我来说应该够长了，下次再更新吧。。。:D

O.o''

看书看书看书，最近一直在看故事书（小说），
看到快要晕了，竟然在四天内看完5本书，太满足了，
但满足归满足，最近用了两天看完了新的一本小说后，竟然抽不出身，
思绪一直环绕在那故事里面，可能有点接受不了那结局吧。

在学校的日子一天比一天闷，学生一天比一天少，
反正去学校不是看书就是看戏，
今天还算好，和朋友玩牌，
要不然就真的闷得要发狂了。
所以接下来的几天应该不会去学校了，干脆在家里睡觉养神。(还有上网,打maple）

Hope things are gonna get better...

Everybody's got that time in their life
When everything hurts and nothing's right
But you gotta walk on,yeah you gotta walk on.

Everybody's got a piece of their heart
That's been stepped on and torn apart,
But you gotta be strong,Yeah, you gotta walk on.

'Cause I, know, it's hard to have the strength and,
Sometimes,You can't get through the day but,
Things just float on by like a river in the night.

But I know things are gonna get better,
And I know things are gonna be fine.
And I know life is gonna get better,
Standing here together,
Yeah, we're gonna be fine.

Everybody's got that one regret no matter how they try, they can't forget,
But you gotta move on,yeah, you gotta move on.
Everybody's got someone they've lost,
And they can't believe they're really gone
But you gotta live on, yeah, you gotta live on.


'Cause I know it's hard to have the strength and,
Sometimes all you feel is pain but,
time keeps floating by On that river in the night.

But I know things are gonna get better,
I know things are gonna be fine
And I know life is gonna get better,
Standing here together,yeah, we're gonna be fine.

I've been shown hope,we've seen it in your eyes
So take me, touch me,
'Cause with a little bit of love we can win the fight,
With a little bit of love we can see the light,
With a little bit of love it'll be alright.

And I know things are gonna get better
And I know things are gonna be fine
And I know life is gonna get better
Standing here together,Yeah, we're gonna be fine.

Walk, walk, walk the line,
And keep, keep, keep walking on,
Keep, keep, keep walking on...

After PMR....

pmr过了，就像大家所说的，真的可以飞了。
如果我有一双翅膀，我会飞向那蔚蓝的晴空，
但我没有翅膀，所以我不能飞。

对我而言，真正的飞，可能就仅仅是看故事书，上网，
玩maple story，去学校和朋友胡扯玩闹那样吧。
去学校其实也只不过是被关在礼堂，或seminar里面看电影，
话说是有免费电影看，但是环境实在是太吵了，
在加上人头又多，看不到字幕。

有时候在想，倒不如回家看戏，
可是天意弄人（其实是自己的电脑不好），开不到要看的戏，
电视机又不会一直播你想看的戏（因为想看的戏早在pmr时播完了），
反正就是一切没有想象中的顺利。

今天原本打算去学校，怎知，睡过龙了，
可能是因为昨夜睡觉时姐姐不在，睡得太爽了吧，哈哈。
老爸其实在6点时已起了，但在还没叫醒我之前又在楼下又睡着了，
不能怪他吧，可能他工作太累了。-_-zzz

不知道为什么，头脑思绪很乱，很想要一切重来。

真的很久没上来了，哈。。。
前几天生病了，算是今年的第一次病，
但一次后就不希望有第二次了，
因为那天的病真的令我毕生难忘（其实也没什么很严重），
反正那天就是非常难受，发烧，伤风，咳嗽，头疼统统一起来，
超级不舒服的说。
过后还很不得快点去看医生，还好医生没说是什么h1n1或dengue fever,
只是说don wari,you will be okei....(那医生好像是来至菲律宾，说到菲律宾，我看我要哀悼3分钟了）
吃了一两次药后就终于好了，好开心，幸好还能出席我姐的毕业典礼。


预考成绩出炉，没有想象中那么好，不，应该是没有希望的那么好，
我早就想象到我会考得很差，尤其是geografi，很伤心悲哀。
当然，希望真正的考试不会考得很烂，
好像还有不过2个月就要到了，加油吧各位。



看看看偶像剧看到傻了，哈哈，
原本很抗拒偶像剧，现在竟然。。。==''
不过看了这一套后应该不会看其他的了。。。但愿如此吧！

最近在看着一本英文小说，《confession of a shopaholic》，
应该是相当出名，因为有部戏是从这本小说该编，
为何说改编，人物一样，主要情节一样，其他的就完全不同，
连地方也不同，书里是英国，戏里却是美国。
不过没关系，好看就行了。

something bout love ( DavidArchuleta)

好一段时间没上来了，
很久了吧？结果一直被angel催。。。
因为很懒惰想，所以很懒惰更新，
反正就是很懒惰。

考试要到了，八月多就预考，
十月就正式考pmr了，
可惜就是很懒惰，所以，
我还躲在这里玩电脑。
原本是很有精神地去读书的，可是每当一翻开书，
就很想睡觉，又或者是思绪不懂飘到哪里去了。
简单来说就是读不进去吧。

没什么好说了，
会很少在此更新的，
去twitter吧，
http://twitter.com/choomun

==

好久没上来了，
前些日子都很懒惰，
然后一直都是开电脑就看戏，
没什么想update....

刚才看到一个video，
有点废。。。





好冷哦。。。

WORKS FOR ME LYRICS

Yeah, yeah, mmmmm
No I won't make up my mind
I'm too good at wastin' time
And I know that life is unpredictable
Just never know what I will find

Am I gonna stay, oh no
Am I gonna leave, I don't think so
I guess I can define me as that kinda guy
Maybe it's a big mistake
But baby that's the chance that I'll take

Chorus:

You say I don't know what I want
But it worked out just fine
You said it never could be done
But it worked out just fine, oh
You can say anything you want
But it worked out just fine
If it works for me
Then it works for me
If it works for me
Then it works for me

I can't forget the things you said
Your words keep running through my head
And I know you're just trying to help me out
Thanks, but I'll follow my heart instead

Am I gonna stay, oh no
Am I gonna leave, I don't think so
I can't decide between the left side or the right
Maybe it's a big mistake
But baby that's the chance that I'll take, Oh Yeah!

You say I don't know what I want
But it worked out just fine
You said it never could be done
But it worked out just fine, oh
You can say anything you want
But it worked out just fine

If it works for me
Then it works for me
If it works for me
Then it works for me

Bridge:

There were days when a song could not be found
There were days when my voice would make no sound for me, for me
But I don't worry about it where I'm goin'
'cause I know just where I'm wanna be
And it's time for you to see

You say I don't know what I want
But it worked out just fine
You said it never could be done
But it worked out just fine, oh
You can say anything you want
But it worked out just fine

If it works for me
Then it works for me
If it works for me
Then it works for me

back from camppp

经过三天两夜的中华文化营，
我又回来了。
虽然现在还是很累，很想睡觉，
但还是觉得，应该上来报到一下。

camp结束了，当然是学到很多东西，
认识很多朋友，大多都是外州的，
而且都是那种样子看起来年纪比我小，
怎知都是大过我的，哈哈。
这次的camp都很难找到form3,
或是认识的，因为很多都是高中，
所以加起来就有300多人，
去年参加的只由一百多人，所以今年进步了哦。

今年举办在新纪元学院，不是在育华，
与去年相比之下好很多，因为不用睡课室，
可以睡宿舍，虽然说是10人一间房，
不过还好啦，至少和室友们都相处得不错。
至于吃的方面就没那么好，
饭菜冷的，豆浆水淡的，
不过也算了，生活营嘛。。。

照片和影片可能会在facebook出现，
不过都不是我拍的，因为已经有很多摄影师了。

很累，明天还有补习，闷，
功课都不懂做完了没，真的很懒惰，
而且下个星期又开学了，哎哟哟。。。

只剩一个星期了，
能够每天睡到10点多就只剩区区的一个星期巴了，
怎么办？
不管了，管他的。

最近没什么去那里，
只是在家对着电脑，
不是facebook就是看戏，
可惜download的戏看完了。
唉，显。

world cup开始了，
不过我不爱看球，
球迷们enjoy 吧。。。

姐姐终于毕业了，（其实已经是1个月前的事了），
恭喜她啦，而且又成功找到工作了，
考试也passed了，真是可喜可贺。

终于回来了，不过来得有点困难，
因为我的keyboard坏了，竟然打不到"0","L'',''.''&上面的那个“9”，
可恶，一直要用on-screen keyboard,
type 下type 下又要用mouse 去 click,
买了新的键盘又不懂为何没反应，
只好暂时用这方法。

不过，考试终于完了，很开心，
但这次成绩应该不会好到哪里去，
华语也考到烂烂的，
只好说节哀顺便吧！
反正都假期了，假期后才回来面对吧。:P

说到假期，应该没有去旅行，
和angel借了几本小说，应该是说两本，
打算在假期慢慢看，然后又跟蕙贤借了很厚的eclipse,
所以假期应该不会闷，希望是如此吧。
第二个星期就会去 camp,呵呵，
第一次为了学校的camp离家，感觉很奇怪又兴奋。
至于其他时间我应该会在家里努力地看完我要看的电影，
这样充实我的时间一定很棒。^^
之前看了The Lovely Bones 和 Valentine's Day, 不错下。

type到我手很累了，单单是看这一行都要type很多个o和l,
所以真的可以想象要我type前面长篇大论的文章有多辛苦。
算了，所谓“吃得苦中苦，方为人上人”，
吃一点点苦没什么大不了。

刚看了一部戏，很有满足感，呵呵。


《leap year》

　
安娜是一个普通的女孩，想要和自己的男朋友早日步入婚姻的殿堂。可是她的男朋友就是不开窍，总是不向她求婚。在一次晚宴上，男朋友拿出了一个首饰盒，安娜看得眼珠子都要瞪出来了--她认为那是一个结婚戒指，可是，那不过是她男朋友送她的耳环。

　　爸爸告诉安娜，在爱尔兰有一个传统，只要在每个闰年的2月29日，由女方向男方求婚，那么便会大功告成。为了自己下半辈子的幸福，安娜踏上了前往爱尔兰首府都柏林的旅程。2月的爱尔兰，气候恶劣。安娜的飞机先是遭到了恶劣天气的阻截，差点从天上掉了下来，好不容易跑到了都柏林的界限内，安娜又不认识路了。好在当地一个小帅哥德兰克愿意带安娜去她的目的地，可是不想，这却是她一系列倒霉事的开端。

　　他们先是在路上遭遇到了一群奶牛的围剿，动弹不得，寸步难行的他们只好弃车徒步前进。好不容易走到了村庄看到了人烟，可是他们却把整个村庄弄得电力瘫痪。紧接着，是祸不单行的一幕－－他们的汽车又坏了。两人只好假扮成情侣寄宿在当地农民家中。纯朴的爱尔兰人要看这对小情侣接吻。可能真的是一吻定江山，在这一吻之后，这两个从不来电的年轻人开始互相被对方吸引。在无数次的误会和争吵之后，安娜和德兰克的心在慢慢靠近。




蛮搞笑的戏，没有记错的话，那女主角是Enchanted的女主角。

T.T

OH MY GOSH, MY COMPUTER SOT SOT LIAO......can't surt the internet even the facebook,
i think i'm gonna die this two weeks...how come every time i got my school holiday then the computer issue problem just occured?WT!!!
FIne, here comes the song, nothing on you-B.o.B ft Bruno Mars



beautiful girls all over the world
i could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
they might say hi and i might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby

not not not nothin' on you babe
not not nothin' on you
i know you feel where i'm coming from
regardless of the things in my past that i've done
most of it really was for the hell of the fun
on the carousel so around i spun (spun)
with no directions just tryna get some (some)
tryna chase skirts, living in the summer sun (sun)
this is how i lost more than i had ever won
and honestly i ended up with none

there's no much nonsense
it's on my conscience
i'm thinking baby i should get it out
and i don't wanna sound redundant
but i was wondering if there was something that you wanna know
(that you wanna know)
but never mind that we should let it go (we should let it go)
cause we don't wanna be a t.v episode (t.v episode)
and all the bad thoughts just let them go (go, go, go, go)

beautiful girls all over the world
i could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothin' on you baby
nothing on you baby
they might say hi and i might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby

not not not nothin' on you babe
not not nothin' on you

hands down there will never be another one
i been around and i never seen another one
look at your style I ain't really got nothin' on
and you wild when you ain't got nothing on
baby you the whole package plus you pay your taxes
and you keep it real while them other stay plastic
you're my wonder women call me mr. fantastic
stop.. now think about it

i've been to london, i've been to paris
even way out there in tokyo
back home down in georgia to new orleans
but you always steal the show (steal the show)
and just like that girl you got me froze (got me froze)
http://www.elyricsworld.com/nothin'_on_you_lyrics_b.o.b.html
like a nintendo 64 (64)
if you never knew well now you know (know, know, know, know)

beautiful girls all over the world
i could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
they might say hi and i might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby

not not not nothin' on you babe
not not nothin' on you

everywhere i go i'm always hearing your name (name, name)
and no matter where i'm at girl you make me wanna sang (sang,sang)
whether a bus or a plane or a car or a train
no other girls on my brain and you the one to blame

beautiful girls all over the world
i could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
they might say hi and i might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby

not not not nothin' on you babe
not not nothin' on you
yeah and that's just how we do it
and i'ma let this ride!

and Lady Antebellum-Need you now



Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

woah woaaah.

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

I just need you now (wait)

Ooo, baby, I need you now

星期五的晚上十点，假期，
因为卫塞节。
所以很习惯性地睡到十点多，但不敢睡太久，
因为有补习。
这一段有点废话。

下个星期又考试，所以一直都在家里埋头读书，
很难才有机会开电脑，甚至是写部落，
所以这次能够碰点脑真是太好了。
（dear angel, 玩mall world 其实是偷偷玩的，因为妈妈不在家）><

刚才有点不开心，
我的disney channel没了，
因为妈妈要求要天映频道，
所以就CUT掉了我五令吉的disney channel,

纳闷啊，我该怎么活下去?
感觉就好像少了一个朋友那样难受，
不，是比少了一个朋友更难受，
因为这是一个从童年陪伴我到大的好知己，
真是不舍得。得学习如何放手，如何思想变成熟了，
没说错，童年已经不属于你了。

Something just makes me so frustrated,
firstly, the stupid exam.
secondly, the stupid homeworks.
thirdly, the stupid conflicts between my family.
fourthly,I'm so stupid and useless.

星期四

哎呀呀，看到人家不断update 结果自己又突然想要update,
原本是很懒惰的，哈哈。
今天在学校留堂，要和朋友讨论sivik projek，
所以到4.00pm才回，
但其实3.00多就完了，所以一直在图书馆读书，
话说是读书但根本就没读到什么，
一读书就想要睡觉。


在学校其实还蛮闷的，而且又下雨，
感觉怪怪的，反正就是很不舒服。
不过至少还有朋友陪我等车，感谢她啦！
要不然我可能真的自己一个人，孤零零的等，很寂寞。

昨天一直在看thomas cup，很紧张下，
希望malaysia 可以赢啦，
支持Malaysia.

haiz,还有整2-3个星期就要年中考试了，
还没有准备啊，注定要退步了，:(
当然希望也不会差到哪里去啦。









这个post好短哦，加长它（我懂我很无聊）.

蛮震惊的事发生了，李乐贤突然就离开人世。
很对不起不能去她的葬礼，在此希望她能安息。

今天没上课

哇哈哈，今天学校没上课，所以我10点才起床。
也就是半小时前我就坐在电脑前，还没冲凉或吃早餐。
怎说都好，这次的post的目的不是要数落我自己懒惰，
或是要你看我怎样懒惰，
而是我突然间很怀念以前的下午班生涯。

以前不必早起身，通常10或11点才起身（我懂我很猪），
最迟的应该是达到迟到的程度了，那就是12.30pm，（我懂我更猪），
但我还是很开心不必像现在那样6.00am起床。

起床过后第一件事，晒衣服。
第二，刷牙，
第三，开电脑。
第四，吃我的Brunch，（而且是在电脑面前吃，我懂这是不良习惯）
第五，冲凉。
过后的不用说了，反正早上就是我的天堂，想怎样就怎样，
反正没人理。哈哈

下午班也不像早上班那样一直无精打采，
下午班简直就是生龙活虎，
根本就没试过在学校睡觉。
黑眼圈也没那么深了，而且晚上也不必那么早睡。
想当年。。。

最后呢，也不能完全说早上班有弊无利，
就像大家说的，放学后有很多时间用，
所以我也是很充分地利用下午时间睡午觉，
而且是一睡就睡上两个小时（我懂我真真真的很猪），
不过能够补回我的睡眠还真是太好了。
看到自己，觉得我的生活比我哥哥的好很多，
因为他的比我还颓废。

开心还开心，今天是星期五，
或许今天不需做数学，
但过后有马来文补习和数学补习，
还是会很忙，
再说，明天还有补课，
今天还得早睡。晚安。